Feelin' Good
Been feeling good these last few days. I did call the doctor about a referral. Not until Friday. I should hear back from him on Monday.
Painted the Middle One's bedroom this weekend. It's going to be nice. At least, for her. This is part her birthday present. I can't imagine...When I was turning 10 years old, I sure didn't think about getting new bedspread, curtains, and walls for my birthday. She always seems so mature for her age.
I think the painting made me feel better. If it wasn't just the activity of doing it with my wife and kids, it could have been the paint fumes. What ever it was, it's been a really good couple of days (two coats of paint). I think it made the Wife happy that I was helping her do it. I think it surprised her I did (I am not sure why it surprised her since I had told her I would help). Since she was happier, I was happier.
The Oldest One went on "midnight shift". Don't get to see her online near as much. She starts in the evening and doesn't get off work until early morning. Oh well...Maybe what I can do is start getting up earlier and make sure I chat with her for a little while. I don't usually say too much but I like listening/hearing/reading from her (whatever it is when you communicate with IM).
Went 4-wheeling with the Little One today while Wife and Middle One was in town. We ended up riding over to grandma's house. Took a ride with grandpa down to the river bottoms to check out the drainage in the fields. Everything looked pretty good overall. Going to be a lot of corn for grandpa to combine.
Hopefully start the new therapy next week. Still scared. But feelin' so good right now that I don't care. I'll deal with it. I don't know what I'm afraid of. Maybe finding out something about myself I might not wanted to know. I think it scares me that I may not be able to learn to cope with the stresses of life appropriately and will suffer the rest of my life like this. Hope not. We'll see.
Painted the Middle One's bedroom this weekend. It's going to be nice. At least, for her. This is part her birthday present. I can't imagine...When I was turning 10 years old, I sure didn't think about getting new bedspread, curtains, and walls for my birthday. She always seems so mature for her age.
I think the painting made me feel better. If it wasn't just the activity of doing it with my wife and kids, it could have been the paint fumes. What ever it was, it's been a really good couple of days (two coats of paint). I think it made the Wife happy that I was helping her do it. I think it surprised her I did (I am not sure why it surprised her since I had told her I would help). Since she was happier, I was happier.
The Oldest One went on "midnight shift". Don't get to see her online near as much. She starts in the evening and doesn't get off work until early morning. Oh well...Maybe what I can do is start getting up earlier and make sure I chat with her for a little while. I don't usually say too much but I like listening/hearing/reading from her (whatever it is when you communicate with IM).
Went 4-wheeling with the Little One today while Wife and Middle One was in town. We ended up riding over to grandma's house. Took a ride with grandpa down to the river bottoms to check out the drainage in the fields. Everything looked pretty good overall. Going to be a lot of corn for grandpa to combine.
Hopefully start the new therapy next week. Still scared. But feelin' so good right now that I don't care. I'll deal with it. I don't know what I'm afraid of. Maybe finding out something about myself I might not wanted to know. I think it scares me that I may not be able to learn to cope with the stresses of life appropriately and will suffer the rest of my life like this. Hope not. We'll see.
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